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Wordle

I love Wordle.    I love the challenge, I love the fun, but I think that I mostly I love it because it is one of the few ways that I feel successful.  Nothing better than figuring out the word in three tries in less than a minute.  That hour feels good.   Tonight was chemo night.  I had had the pleasure of having a dear friend drive over an hour to take me to chemo for the past few trips, but today my appointment was too late and I could not allow her to come.  I walked into the medical center with myself again, with an icy splash of reality reminding me of who I was and why I was there.   I am not complaining.  I have beautiful people in my life who offer to come to chemo with me.   The secret is that going to this medical center puts me in a private hell and sometimes it is hard to share that space with someone else.  It is hard to articulate how sad it feels to be there sometimes.  When I am alone, I don't have to admit that...