What now?
I am a sensitive person, physically, mentally, emotionally, psychologically. I can feel a 1 degree change in indoor temperature. I don't wear clothes with tags. No wool. Ever. I am allergic to virtually all animals, foods, trees, grasses, dusts, scents, etc. Always have been. When I was younger, I would feel things in my body, Google them, make an appointment with a doctor, spend a sleepless night planning my end of life, then learn from my doctor that I did not have any serious affliction. Beginning in November 2021, everything changed. Since then, most everything I fear actually warrants fear. The pain in my back is dreadful but at least it's not cancer. It's cancer. The type of Myeloma I have can't be high risk. Yes, it's high risk. At least I'm not neutropenic. Of course I am. Hypogammaglobulenemia? Yep. When I was first diagnosed with Myeloma, I remember walking down the main street in my town and...